Thanks Dear,

now playing 5seconds of summer-amnesia

September, 2014. kita kenal. the one form Netherlands,
aku kan modelnya tertarik karena dia ganteng
trus lupa
tapi sama dia
kok, beda
nggak salah kalo aku tertarik sama dia.dia juga.
i cant describe you, you are pretty awesome for me.
our conversation still stuck on my mind
i cant let you go... tbh

ngomong di skype, kik, snapchat
 talking about random stuff
i did it, mostly

dibelian nggak tidur, no lie
iya, 6different hours kill ourselves

what a cute boy
it so irrational . i fall in love with someone i doesn't know in real
spent my time ? definitely NAH

we were talking about something sensual, about something common sense, about wold cup, talking about how if i was there, come to Netherlands and meet him one day on my life
either you coming to me, or i'm coming to you
ngomong tentang sepeda di Belanda yang super aman, kamu punya sepeda lebih buat aku kalo sampe disana
kamu bilang, kamu usahain buat nunggu aku ke Belanda, 2-3tahun lagi
dan aku mau ke sana
sungguh

long distance boyfriends goal
oops

mulai browsing browsing tiket indonesia belanda
bayangin, INDONESIA BELANDA
14.490 km,
dan tiket pulang pergi sama uang jajan-nya, ya lumayan
duit segitu kalo minta ibu nanti malem, ya bisa di kemplang
mangkanya nabung


yang galau galau LDR surabaya-Sidoarjo itu mending ke apotik dulu deh
minta palu sama paku

talking about your family member, and how if you put your last name on mine
lucu ngelihat kamu khawatir aku jam 2 pagi belum sampe rumah dan gak ada kabar
maklum, hemat batre
dan waktu itu emang beneran nggak bisa ngeluarin hp buat bilang dia
lucu, sekhawatirnya kamu kek gitu

everyday, i always hope that i woke up with you beside me
pray for that like every single day (when i remember)

was talking kalo aku bete nggak bisa ke DWP yang berarti aku gak bisa ketemu Garrix
malah bisa ketemu Matthew Koma, dan kamu nggak tahu siapa dia
dia bilang, "..aku bakal nemuin kamu sama Garrix di ADF.." dan dia bilang janji
janji mulu

kedengerannya kaya di FTV, tapi ini beneran
dia nggak pernah bikin salah ke aku
ehh, akunya yang bikin salah
fatal, bego emang aku

tapi, dia bisa maafin aku,
hal kek gini kejadian 2 kali
dia mau maafin aku
 sweet

banyak ayng nggak bisa aku ceritain disini

was saying happy christmas and new year
and telling him how i miss him so fmuch
and you said the same

tapi
January 2nd 2015
kamu bilang udahan, karena nggak kuat nunggu
kamu mau, tapi nggak bisa
cuma itu aja? nggak percaya aku
tapi kamu bilang itu aja
great
ya udah
putus
iya
udah selesai
sedih
nangis
kecewa
pengen nonjok
teriak
emosi
duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh

expect too much , pain too much
expectations always hurt

tapi kamu seneng, aku kan juga ikut seneng
udah lah

its always been you, Tim


ps: die bitch dieeeee
friendzone, timezone
duh
let me cry